Tuesday, May 23, 2006
jade left the competition with pride!
at least, in my heart, it is. =)
they put up a super wonderful performance for everyone of us.
and it really rocks!
seeing them leaving the stage, my heart pains.
suddenly a lot of memories just linger in my mind,
and everyone of it is just so sweet..
jade. u guys are the best.
the most friendliest group,
the most cutest group,
the most gentleman group,
the most "mo qi shi zu" group.
alot to say.. but i dunno how should i start.
i shall give it a thought and blog later. =)
for now.. goodnights.
i must study hard!
imisshim;
3:34 AM
Monday, May 22, 2006
Monday, May 22, 2006
im worried for tonight's results.
to be exact, im very very worried!!
sighs, really really really hope JADE can be revived.
they really put in alot of efforts and hardwork for this performance.
and their performance is really super impressive.
so.. friends, tune in to superband pn channel u at 8pm tonight.
and please help to vote for JADE can?!
simply dial 1900 112 3003 or sms B3 to 71199
the hotline is open from 8pm-11pm.
each call/sms is 60cents only.
please vote.... thanks!
imisshim;
1:38 PM
Sunday, May 21, 2006
Sunday, May 21, 2006
i want to shout..
i want to scream..
i want to cheer...
JADE IS MARVELLOUS yesterday night!
the performance really rocks alot!
mrt's singing was super super good ytd.
the solo part was like, woah!! shiok!
everything by jade was super super good ytd.!
jade rocks!
to mrt: i have always believe in JADE,
esp you. =)
you really motivate me to do even better.
but..
the thing...
it doesnt only belong to mine anymore. =x
im sad over this.. sighs.
whyyyyyyyyyy..
imisshim;
10:56 AM
Friday, May 19, 2006
Friday, May 19, 2006
im super stressed now.
survey questions are in a mess.
gotta edit everything i suppose?
intepretation not done. = ="
budget not yet done too. woahs.
i need my motivation to chiong through out tonight.
but where had my motivation gone to?
havent been concentrating to my fullest these few days.
the feel is.. so sick! >.<
tears are hiding inside my heart. =(
" better study hard! "
im trying, but could i? =x
imisshim;
12:16 AM
Thursday, May 18, 2006
Thursday, May 18, 2006
sheesh.
that feeling is back.
the feeling is bad.
i knew, i should be contented.
i knew, i should be satisfied.
so i shallnt write things that would hurts.
** 我只不过是个还需要人哄的小孩．**
since when i'd become like this?!
gosh, where's the me went to?
and i thot i should be sleeping by now?
i nid to wake at 6am!
edit:
im wrong im wrong.
i thot i could take it,
but it just seems that i cant.
why i just have to take every word so seriously?
i hope u're not fooling me.
i hope u're being urself.
quote: " 因为珍惜，所以特别难过。"
quote: " i know i am not anything to you, but you're my world. "
imisshim;
3:47 AM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
shall blog now. yipee. =)
its gonna be long.
cause for once, i decided to blog everything out.
i just want to rmb this day.
wanling, u should koe why. hahas!
may15.
after editing some of my own stuffs,
rush down to mdc to meet wanling at 3pm.
was still deciding to go or not to,
cause precisely im still sad over somethings.
decided to go down because yea,
i wanted to pass stuffs to x.
he reach before i reach.
hahs! but i still managed to catch him.
at least i convey my message to him le.
went down to taxi stand and i was deciding to stay or not to.
then for some reasons,
i decided to stay. hahas!
they were quite late, i tink.
hahas! i failed again. =x
as usual, first one to talk to him.
my anger just went off upon seeing his smiles.
i duno why but when i see bozz driving his lorry,
i feel like lol out.
its like, cute and funny. =P
took lift to reception.
reception was chaotic. wahahs!
i love the photo thing.
" its okies, i knew she love to take like this. "
super sweeeettt can!
then seeing him so busy, i go find xl and bozz.
i like xl's shirt's guitar. haha!
dint manage to talk alot to xl, cause he was really busy busy.
so me and wanling go wait for him again!
took pics again, haha!
and ok lor, he knew he's called mrt liao! =P
his reaction, super funny!
* blur first then laughs to ask why *
mrt, u're super cute can! lalala..
talk alil more and they went in le,
so we went home too.
reach home just on time to catch the show.
skipped no 6 and 7 perf to prepare myself.
first time ever someone failed the competition. = ="
rush off to mdc again at 9 sharp. haha!
loiter abit at tpy to find things, but no avail.
so i just bought some drinks and wanling reach.
discussing about the qf5 all along our journey.
felt alil unfair for some teams to get good grades,
but we dun tink they perform well enough.
sighs, competition?!
cheered for lucify thru out the whole recording.
misaki was cute. =)
sad to say, they were eliminated by some 19points grp.
alot were sad, including the contestants themselves.
when that 19grp came out,
i cant help but feel sad for someone,
he shldnt deserve this together,
so i did sth. =P
reception that night was fun fun fun.
group pic, individual pic, pairs pic, candid pics, solo pic.
talk alot more to him. hees.
and and.. the funniest part is..
he ask for my chinese name characters..
and then. wahahs!
we practice writing chinese names eh? lolx.
he really look like a cute little boy then.
superrr cutteeee de!
and alot of fun things happen,
shallnt elaborate on that further,
cause i nid to go see doctor now. =x
dint went school today,
cause i overslept and my spine aches.
it refuse to let me sit up and chiong school.
and suay suay. it's SM tutorial. shugs.
continue blog about sth else, later. =)
imisshim;
2:30 PM
hhmmm.
wanted to say a big sorry to the person
i'd mention in my previous entry.
eh, at least for now bahs. haha.
as i stated,
" 我只不过是个还需要人哄的小孩 "
and oh yea, i really think that person read that entry. =x
but yea, im just stating how i feel at that moment.
hurt sad disappointed.
however, i really duno what's the reasons that made me so sad.
that's why...
super sorry to u.!
my sincere apologies. =)
imisshim;
1:06 AM
Sunday, May 14, 2006
Sunday, May 14, 2006
u threw me into hell tonight.
why isit that everyone knows the fact,
but u just seems to be sooo oblivious of everything?!
im so supportive of u in wadever u do,
can u feel the support of mine?!
im always trying to clear undoubts for u,
did u get my point in doing that?
but apparently, u seems to give me a feeling,
a feel that u're telling me u duno, u dun see, u dun need.
out of a sudden, i felt so unappreciated. =)
really, i felt so hurt,
for duno-wad-reasons.
and i tink u misunderstood me,
because i dint see it in time and clarify immediately. =x
but oh! wad done cant be undone.
i cant stand myself,
for indulging too much.
for once, i shall try disappearing myself from there.
and i knew it wont gonna have any difference to u.
cause.. u dint felt my existence before.
am i right to say that?! =)
i knew im right.
and and. no comment for this entry, ok?
those who know wad/who/why will koe.
thanks.
and oh! i forget to shout a big thanks,
to the beanie chair at tcc, in my last entry.
really cant get to sleep ytd night,
because after sitting on the beanie chair for 2hrs,
my back injury returns. =/
its really pain till cannot sleep larhs.
tonight, i tink.. hahs! about the same?! *whatever. =P*
THANKs, beanie chair.
imisshim;
11:53 PM
** edited version **
went for jade's 2nd gathering.
it is really fun larhs.
another memorable day to be exact. =)
big thanks to *jamie and co* for organising this and making it a success one,
and of course, jade3 too.
hahas! why jade3?
cause shaun and bozz dint came.
one was sick another one was busy for his big event.
it's really heart-warming to have such session.
heart-to-heart talking session was fun!
and yep, got to know them MORE.
abit xin teng for them ah..
terrence like abit 瘦了,
bryan aiyo.. one look and u'll know lack of sleep! = ="
we went to the river there and took pics.
haha! 1/2 an hour of tourists-poser.
its even more fun there manx.
pics-taking session was fun fun fun.
3 of them was like, super cute. hahas!
thanks xiaolong, for posing the 忧郁 series for me. =P
and oh! not to forget, the 自拍高手..
and he is.. ta dah! mr. terrence lor..
thanks for the self-volunteer 自拍 for me ah. haha!
love JADE. =)
imisshim;
12:57 AM
Saturday, May 13, 2006
Saturday, May 13, 2006
finally finish my workpiece.
hahahs, no choice but to do now and do till so late.
i cant do on weekdays cause got lessons all that. = ="
but yea, im quite satisfied with it tho it nid improvements.
went to kbox with qi and jing.
saw kuek at the mrt station.
hoho, we tink he meeting his gf bahs.
hmm.. singing session was fun. =)
emos stirred up and thot of alot of tings.
miss alot of things, miss all the feel and etc.
but i dint regret why i did that.
however, 2005's nov-dec is a special period i wont ever forget.
eyes shutting soon.
siam first. nights to everyone.
imisshim;
4:28 AM
Friday, May 12, 2006
Friday, May 12, 2006
seriously, i cant help worrying for my next week.
tues
- lessons...
- wisp skit rehearsals at 1
- mrsh tutorial at 1.30
(got to meet with own grp b4 tutorial oso.)
wed
- full of lessons..
- om elearning on discussion board.
thurs
- wisp "presentation"
- lessons
fri
- e.mkting website presentation (?! i duno wads that. )
- integrated project proposal submission.
(progress till now, 0%)
ladies and gentleman,
wish me best of luck. =)
i assume,
everyday i got to face my teammates,
for the lovely and wonderful integrated project.
hahas!
imisshim;
12:31 AM
Thursday, May 11, 2006
Thursday, May 11, 2006
[ 好想你 - Vivian ]
i miss you
i miss you 好想你喔
hi my one and only 這麼多天沒見
可是我總想起你的聲音 在我耳邊
今天心情好嗎 是否不愉快
要一切都看得開 世界沒有太壞
雖然不在你身邊 我的心有一條線 連著你 牽著你
好想你 想到願意相信 我就閉上了眼睛 你在這裡
別忘記 我們的約定 一直都在我心裡
不管你在哪裡 不要忘了我有多麼愛你
不要忘了吃飯 不管有多忙
不要忘了開車時候 一定要往前看
其實我真的很快樂 有你一直守候
一直走到了以後都挽著你的手
雖然不在你身邊 但我在你心裡面 我願意 等著你
我好想你 想到不能呼吸 想到全身沒力氣 沒有關係
你別忘記 我們的約定 一直都在我心裡
不管你在哪裡 不要忘了我有多麼愛你
我一直在這裡 不要忘了我有多麼 愛你
imisshim;
1:17 PM
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
seriously, i dun understand why lecturers and tutors like to stress us?
and another thing is..
why do they expect us to hand in a formal proposal to them,
when they dint even teach us anything much!
to them, isit like when we reach yr3,
we are suppose to know everything,
even b4 they teach us new knowledge?!
they're soooo wrong larhs.
can someone tell me or rather teach me..
how to combine all 4modules' stuffs into a formal proposal?
counting down to the deadline,
8more days. =X
imisshim;
10:25 PM
3months ago.
b: do u tink we can be together?
g: eh. do u tink we can?
b: why not? u dun like me?
b: in wad ways am i not nice?
g: but the prob is we duno each other well.
b: its okies. i believe in myself we'll worked well.
g: erm. we talk abt tis again bah..
b: ok, u take ur time to consider me
b: but promise me not to avoid me.
b: even if u dun like me, its okies.
b: i still want us to be frens.
1month ago.
b: im gonna be out of here for 1month.
g: why?
b: for training.
g: orh. ok. be careful then.
b: will u miss me for that one month?
g: eh.. we shall see.
b: try to miss me okays.
g: hahas.
9may2006
b: im back.
g: hey. welcome back?
b: did u miss me?
g: haha. eh....
b: its alright larhs.
*5mins of silence*
b: btw, i was so free then i browse thru ur frenster list.
b: juu is ur fren?
g: eh, ya. why? u know her?
b: no larhs. haha. i want to befren her.
g: haha. u mean u duno her and u see her pics le u wan befren her?
b: yea. *shy face*
g: she's on msn now. u wan tok to her? haha.
b: *shy face* x 10
g: haha. lolx.
b: how old is she?
b: u're very good frens with her?
g: 15 yrs old. hai hao larhs.
b: huh?! 15 yrs old.
g: yep. 15.
b: aiyo. nvm le larhs. so young.
haha. should the girl be glad that she dint say "yes/ok" 3mths ago? =)
imisshim;
1:08 PM
Monday, May 08, 2006
Monday, May 08, 2006
watch superband qf4 jus now.
can i say some groups' standards drop alil?
and one particular group shocked me!
dint expect them to perform that way. =x
hmm, xrf improve alil tis week?
just that tiny bit larhs.
at least i dun see black faces from them tis week.
im just alil gek.
still upset over last week ones. boo.
like soul's dance performance. haha.
not the song but the ending dance.
the dance really. woah! nice nice nice.
mr i's dance really veh impressive.
more than words still sounds nicer from EG! =P
and yep yep!
i like lucy5's style larhs!
he, really got the qualities to be a chio bu.
and oh! kuek's hair really damn nice larhs. haha
im high-ing over his pretty hair.
this week performance, not as wow as last week.
last week, every group except xrf were really very tight.
tis week, not as excited.
perhaps its only me?!
w/o them on stage, everything just seems different. =x
im sure, if they are in qf4,
they would have done alot better than some groups.
they really, suay lahs = =
we shall see who would be out this week.
not xrf, please!
imisshim;
10:33 PM
oops, dint went for lecture again today. =x
hahas! let's see...
who will go for a 2hrs or less lecture only,
on a monday morning at 9am?
not forgetting, when u slept at 5am.
HAHAHAHAs.
ok, not like im proud to sleep at that time.
just just just..
we SB kakis are having some minor discussion,
really, a very very minor one. LOLs.
and its just that, just that..
we're gonna bring bonzai to mdc on 20th too! haha..
oops. =PpP
ok larhs, i shallnt be lazy anymore.
(heeding someone advice. =x )
tomorrow tomorrow.
i shall be guai from tomorrow onwards.
one 9am lec and two tutorials.
im having lessons at 9am everyday, and 8am on thurs. SIANs
but since, my dearest seniors can do it, why not me?!
so...
XINYI, jiayous!
sinee! jiayou..
imisshim;
10:13 PM
累了.
是時候休息了.
每晚的等待 好空虛.
ps: did i mention before my blog's encoding is unicode?
yep. to view the chinese words, encode it. =)
imisshim;
2:18 AM
Saturday, May 06, 2006
Saturday, May 06, 2006
why people tends to push blame to ONE only?
seriously, i dun tink its only his fault by not singing well enough that day.
the others got fault oso wad.
received alot of sms today while watching the repeat of superband.
of course, negative comments about vocalist again. = ="
like, what's new?!
so unfair larhs.
they dono what'd happen before that,
they dint gone through what he gone through,
how would they knew the feelings/reasons behind it?!
he dint chose not to sing well, but to me, he did his best!
note: did his best =/ sing very well.
but when my brother watch the show,
the first thing he said not good wasnt the vocalist! (haha)
he say the music wasnt good, bassist piano etc etc.
see see, people who know music doesnt pick on vocalist only! hahahs.
to me, their "he sheng" is a problem la.
starting from the "lalala" part, omg! =x
dun tink its a matter of wrong song too.
a good band should be able to perform every kind of song.
and no matter what right,
they got to sing slow song de mahs.
its good to learn mistakes now rather than after. =)
though i still tear when watching the results show, but then...
i really think its time for them to have a good rest now.
he had been sick every week, (hahaha)
and he really look very very tired and stress,
tired till i see him i also felt tired. = ="
so yep, hope they'll recharged themselves and bring their fullest to everyone on the 20th!
i know they will! =PpP
so....
JADE, jiayou!
terrence! jiayou.
PS: im not a bias fan. =p
imisshim;
5:14 PM
ok la, as i said before,
im still going to blog as usual,
cause this is the only place where i can rant like no one business,
and yea, it wont hurt my mum's heart. =x
i really really cant stand him anymore.
why is he always bullying my mum?
everyone is busy with life nowadays.
schools starts for me, exams starts for them,
my mum is on and off for night shifts nowadays.
so why cant he just understand this,
and dont take things for granted, ordering people this and that?!
life changes ever since his returns.
he himself said that day, he seemed to be a maid doing this and that after his normal work.
but hey! it's because all those tings are not OUR normal routine,
and he would never understand that.
besides that, he's the one who "introduce" such changes.
i had been wanting to accept him into my life again,
i have been trying very hard to.
however, im starting to bth him now.
so self-centred and demanding. = =
given he's my father, does he have the rights then?
i knew he's starting to get pissed off too.
he had been washing and hanging his OWN clothes this few days,
and just attitude-ing at home.
so, if one day.. he says he's leaving here,
i guess, i wont be any surprised nor shocked too.
nah, what a daughter i am. =)
imisshim;
1:21 PM
Thursday, May 04, 2006
Thursday, May 04, 2006
seeing all the tutorials questions,
seeing all the projects requirements,
i really felt like giving up.
now, i have got no one to clear my doubts with.
suddenly, i miss qiu soooo much.
with not a single reference books around,
i felt dead. = =
i felt my tears gonna roll down soon.
i duno how much longer can i hang on there.
i felt so lost.
savveeee me! =x
imisshim;
12:57 AM
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
1st may 2006,
a day i wont forget.
not in the mood to write out everything of the day,
just want to pen down some of my thots.
terrence: you've already done your best,
which i tink everyone can see that.
perhaps not the judges that agrees on that,
but you're certainly one of the best (to us).
seeing u performed all the way thru out that night,
somehow i felt u're really great.
you can really calm urself down fast!
so, don't "self-blame" urself.
u made me jump from a soul+jade's xiaolong fan to a jade+jade's terrence fan.
thanks loads for the gathering, really.
u are really nice, friendly and a wonderful gentleman. =)
every monday and saturday were the happiest day of all.
u never fails to bring us ur greatest smile despite being sick and tired.
from qf1-qf3, thanks for everything u'd done.
thanks for the encouragement u'd gave to me.
thanks for the conversations we had.
thanks for all the photos and poses.
thanks for doing all those i'd requested.
i will study hard,
and conquer the skills of marketing. =)
meanwhile, take care and REST MORE.
u promised me yesterday night.
don't forget that okays?!
i'll miss you.
PS: we really like the songs u had performed.
its really blasting in our mp3 for some time.
u guys will be back in the revival round!
xiaolong: same thing here, thanks for everything.
for u, it should start from the big jam.
and thanks for remembering us at the gathering.
im shocked that u still remember the burger king thing.
thanks for always reminding us to take our meals, rest more and take care.
this applies to u too, okays?!
eat the chocolates only when u'd recovered, if not get sick again.
drink more herbal tea.
yep, i'll study hard de.
u too, jiayou for ur music.
i want u guys back at revivial round!
meanwhile, u take good care of urself,
use the time now to fully recovered and
most important, recharged JADE!
PS: i will be strong.
all of us will miss u! and ur bear. =)
imisshim;
11:33 AM
Monday, May 01, 2006
Monday, May 01, 2006
first day of may.
1st may only.
im devasted here.
im sad now.
devasted to know the truth behind.
why must this happened?
i wish it went on well,
i would be more glad than ever to play along.
and why did that incident ever happen?!
i guess no one would feel unaffected.
NO SINGLE ONE.
the feeling is different, completely.
no one chose that to happen.
tears are rolling,
i cant control.
sorry. =x
imisshim;
3:52 AM
