Tuesday, May 30, 2006
saw this on a magazine today:
“ 无论这世界用什么眼光批判， 如果有至亲的人在那里包容和支持，情况总不会太糟。
有时会想，一个人如果没有了关心在乎他的人，那他是不是就等于不存在了？
人，因为在另一个人生命中又位置而有了重量。 价值，是这个意思。”
i really agree on what is stated.
even though if the whole world doesnt support u,
if you get support from ur parents&relatives,
i really think that's very good enough.
on the opposite,
even if the whole world support u on sth,
but ur parents doesnt,
u wont be happy in whatever u're doing,
isnt it the case always?
and that's why, in whatever i do,
i really want my mum to understand my doings/motives,
if not at least dun pour me cold water.
and if u really dun have anyone to care and concern about u,
u're so dead.
that's why.. i always dun like the feel of being unwanted,
dun like the feel of being lonely,
dun like the feel of being an extra,
dun like the feel of being unappreciated.
had a heart-to-heart talk with my mum ytd night while watching tv.
one of the few times i really sat down and listen to wad she have got to say,
how's her work life nowadays.
can see she's really quite stress nowadays,
so ya lor..
i dint stop her from lamenting her work grievances to me,
just sat there and listen!
and i told her what's going through in my lessons.
i felt so.. duno-how-to-describe.
i talk about my SM lesson/tutor till i cried. =x
sometimes your interest on studying really depends much on the tutor isnt it?
like u see, i enjoy going to mkting comm lesson so much so that..
i reach class earlier than MR.adrian!
he's so shocked to see me waiting for the door to be open! hahahs.
i tink i have grown.
after my bro's case which hurts my mum lots,
and thanks to the jade duos,
im appreciating my mum more now. =)
sometimes tinking back,
its really hard on her to bring up we 3 siblings alone.
imisshim;
3:09 PM
