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Friday, June 30, 2006
Friday, June 30, 2006
oh well, no mrsh lecture for today again,
so here we are rotting ourselves in library before another round of discussion starts,
and my mind seems to be indulging into another round of deep thoughts.
somehow im really very disappointed with some people these few days,
but well, that's human nature for them to behave that way isnt it?
i just suddenly felt so helpless,
so discouraged to do things,
and i just feel like avoiding everything as much as i could.
i know i shouldnt behave as such,
i know i got to be strong,
but why do people have to hurt me so much?
why when i have to broke down completely before people would want to hear me out?
like what i had said to jing,
im numb to such things.
it just happen so frequently that im used to everything.
6years of friendship and she just have got to see me in that way.
we both had changed,
and our changes are just that uncomparable.
did she even realised when did that started to happen?
oh well, since 6years of friendship could just turn out like this,
i dont see why cant a friendship of months couldnt?
quote xuan: the world is plain ugly.
on a happier note:
xuan, welcome back!
happy birthday! *hugs*
imisshim;
12:52 PM
