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Thursday, June 22, 2006
Thursday, June 22, 2006
now, let's blog when im still aware of what im doing.
been chatting with alot of people older than me yesterday.
everyone tried to talk me out,
everyone tried to want understand me.
im glad to have them around me,
because i really want someone older to talk to me sometimes,
i just felt more security that way.
*not that i dont like talking to those younger than me, no larhs! =x
everyone says, i think too much,
i wonder things way alot!
and that's why i've got so much worries and sadness.
maybe with the kind of background i live in,
im used to think more beneath the surface..
vic: im really fine with u-know-that-thing, so no need to feel bad or what.
somehow i lost my way to live on,
and i duno how to get out.
i really want to tear down my mask someday,
and go back to being myself.
my mental thinking is wrong somewhere..
i dont want to be a double-character people,
save me out.
wanling: im really touched by some things u told me ytd.
thanks for the worries.
thanks for telling me i actually need not wonder about that issue.
imisshim;
3:12 PM
