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Tuesday, June 20, 2006
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
when im chatting online with *her just now,
i realised, things changed.
things aint the same anymore since that night.
in fact, situation becomes awkard.
we aint behaving like what we used to anymore.
why is this so?!
"he dint came into my life, but hers.
he merely came in between us. "
we aint like what we used to...
because im realised, u doesnt need me. (like finally)
i know this because i observed how things go on more there.
i duno how to get myself not affected by this,
because im still in wondering.
not only this, i felt it affected all of us.
somehow we get tense upon the topic,
to the extent that i don't know how to explain myself,
and partly is because alot of things are unknown to u guys.
and of course, i think we changed in a sense, somehow.
things aint going as natural as what we used to.
i duno how should i explain myself,
cause its just the feelings inside me. =x
i just hope, things do get fine.
i know there's something going in me,
but i dono what's that larhs,
just.. things are not going right.
suddenly i hate food alot,
suddenly i dun want to talk to ys and hz,
suddenly i just want to avoid some as much as i could,
suddenly i just want to live my life in pretext.
and i koe, should i live in insolation one day,
no one will bothers too. hahahs.
imisshim;
2:36 AM
