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Thursday, June 29, 2006
Thursday, June 29, 2006
erm, can i be granted a chance to just say something.
im sorry to say that particular someone found her blog again and let me see.
curious to know why im being reprimanded by others even w/o knowing what happen,
i went to forward to see while waiting for my GL to reach.
not that im so free to do that, just want to know why im being "yuan wang".
and can i just request,
whatever it is done there had nothing to do with me,
please dont drag me in into whatever things alright!
i already said it for Nth times, its not me.
then alright, when i told vic ya la ya la, its me,
she dun wanna believe me.
so wad? to say i do de and say not i do de,
its also that unbelievable.
and can i just say for the last time,
its not me who did it, not me not me not me!
but well, if u persist that its me who did it,
go ahead then.
and oh! if u'll be more happy if i said im the one,
then just said, because i like to do things to qianjiu others.
moreover, its not that im bothered by what she writes there,
and when vic told me some things,
i just push the though of the btp thing okays!
i meant, it just a thought would it be better to do that instead?!
if its just a thought on that second, i dont see why she got to bark at me in that manner.
i fully understand what is a blog for,
so can she don't write till so nan-ting there.
if she's in a bad mood, does it mean that she can go everywhere and bite on?!
like ytd, if she's in a bad mood,
does that mean she can just use that kind of tone to talk to me,
and YA, im SUPPOSE to understand that and tolerate with her?!
another thing is! i dun see why i cant ask why u dislike my group,
and its okies that u dun feel like explaining,
but do u need to pretend so much ytd and then write till so awfully about asking?
oh well, that's your blog.
im not that free to go search for your web,
and i already said very clearly why i even ask vic on something,
vic knows why too, somemore its just a casual question ok!
i dint ask for every little of your thing in the whole convo for the whole night.
dun make it seems that im very interested in your life with jade can.
if i cant even ask for a small question (note that it is in singular tense) in my convo with vic,
den ask vic to stop talking to me, not to say even on jade.
besides that, i dun see why i cant do that unless u're doing something "bu guang cai"?!
but oh well, that's your style i see.
u can jolly well block me or even delete me that time when u're deleting people wad!
why come and say i went to add you for nothing.
please go and recollect back why was it in the first place.
vic, u betray me for saying out.
but well, u're her gang of course u'll side her,
i fully understand that.
imagine u've got no time for sleeping,
no time for fun,
no much time for chatting online,
just surveys, surveys and surveys,
yet...!
friends and others are just attacking on you everyday.
no encouragement is alright with me,
but do u guys just have to do that to me everyday?
why when i just got that little motivation to do better for things,
u guys have to make my motivation goes disappearing?!
im really very dishearten by u guys which in turn to very disappointed with myself.
whatever i do just doesnt suits them,
whatever i do are just so wrong to them.
nothing new for i said b4,
no ones understand me.
i know i've got no rights and stand to be angry with anyone,
so im just angrying with myself.
so much so that even if people just give me crap replies for the surveys,
im only angrying with myself, and only myself.
note: i said this because surveys are 2/3 of my life for these few days.
im just so pekchek with myself for everything.
friday, saturday, sunday, monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday.
just 7more days.. 7 7 7 7 7....
friday-wednesday, the preparations for the roadshows and actual event,
thursday, the day for the 2group presentations.
once im done with all these, i think i can bid goodbye from everything.
whatever the doctor says are untrue, im just tired and want a break.
im not suffering from anything. no no no.
imisshim;
7:54 PM
