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Wednesday, July 12, 2006
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
today - 12.07.2006.
4 years back, a special day to alot of people,
a day with new dream born.
alot had changes,
to its good and its bad.
for now, not in any stand to comment much.
dun wish to elaborate further,
for those who knew why would already had known.
really hope they could do well for their coming production,
because alot have high hopes on it.
still, i wanna thanks them for giving me alot of fond memories,
thanks them for giving me a chance to know all those real nice friends,
and of course, thanks them for giving me a chance to see the other types of people around.
back to yesterday's one.
i was there in the lecture, talking and discussing things with fiona,
and i finally see through alot of things with her enlightening me along.
not to forget, i actually admitted something to her which she had long guessed,
and so, she knew my greatest secret now. hahahs.
eh ya, in the end, it left us wondering about alot of things too,
apparently because we had alot of unknowns.
why do people go clubbing? what's so fun about clubbing?
if u're going with friends, oh well, understandable, to gather and have fun! but it actually defeat the purpose if u go every night. u mean u need to gather and have fun everyday in the same type of environment? then again, its different case again if u go with different people every time. different kind of fun mahs! ah, im contradicting. =P
guys go there to find new targets. hahas! eh, for most case, we felt. hahahaha. some just wanna showcase their drinking abilities, dancing abilities, and level of charm? lolx. girls, hmmm, to gather and bitch around with each other, to hit on others, to showcase their so called "talents". dun ask me what type. =/
fiona told me, her sister who is now 23-25, (i forget her exact age),
told her: "clubbing is not for me anymore."
so it left us pondering,
at what age would people wanna stop clubbing anymore?
to each his own, i felt.
because i think there's a wide range of people clubbing.
she told me another thing and it made me recalled what jing told me that day.
if there's really no bad things happening around in this world,
no one would actually grow and learnt new things.
its only when u made mistakes and u learn out of it,
so i reckon it applies for friendships, relationships and etc?
going through the hurt and another lesson is learnt!
how worth is that? =x
oh! we concluded another thing.
sometimes even if that thing occur,
we wont know too,
because there's a boundary in between,
and some special labels on it.
that made us not knowing the truth,
unless miracles happen? lolx.
low possibility. hahahs!
so we would just be guessing around,
and not getting the answer we want, FOREVER.
nvm, treasuring whatever it is now is the most important,
and i do. hees.
and yep, yesterday is still a fantastic day!
handing in of the sm assignment,
mugging and understanding of the 2 sm chapters,
and not to forget whatever happens next.
some heart2heart talk is so nice,
at least it assure me something,
make me wont go think too much in that area.
also, it gives me a chance to know them/him more!
although i dun understand why should i do that together,
but nevertheless, i still think its fun and i do treasure it! teehee. =P
first time feeling so fun to be teased on! LOLs.
rachel, thanks for that picture ah. lolx!
i think let's just forget everything manx. hahahs.
thanks for reminding me i should have been awake weeks ago,
and thanks for reminding me they're better than some.
long entry tonight,
i used an hour or so to type out everything,
thanks for reading till here if u really did so,
and feel free to comment on the topic of yesterday.
got to reach NP at 7.30am tomorrow,
so.. nights!
imisshim;
11:47 PM
