Monday, July 17, 2006

Monday, July 17, 2006

i wanted to blog on saturday itself,
but i was greatly affected by something so i dint.
i wanted to blog yesterday,
which in fact i already type out a whole lot,
but my internet suddenly went down,
and everything's gone. hahahs.
before i start, just wanna asked something...
did i sounded very wrong ytd night that so many came to ask whether am i alright?
hahahs, im perfectly alright ytd. =)
its just that i need a jiayou from some particular person,
uh.. because im going to start on my integrated project this week?!


went imm for dasmond&lingzhi's book event launch on saturday,
im on a pretty ok mood till something happen,
ah, touch on that later.
imm first, lolx.
i saw 2 potential fans up on the stage. hahas. =P




hmm, dint talk much to them that day,
because its either i got no chance to approach them,
or they'd got no time to talk to me.
hahahs, ya ya ya.. =/
u might say, "who asked you not to wait?"
but how am i supposed to know they would be returning there?
the only thought that came to my mind is,
its so silly to wait there to watch their car drove pass?
(alright u might say again, "isnt it silly enough to go down there?")
so i went off with self-deceiving state: mango ice is gona be more attracting than him.

eh, when i just boarded the bus,
receive a call and i thought its just gona be a usual casual talk. =x
ay so, im rather shocked to hear from him.
urm, that day marked my 1st time having convo with him thru phone,
his voice really sounded quite nice over it.
though i felt he's only "entertaining" me,
but i thot what he last asked was cute and funny.
"thank you for clearing my clouds that afternoon"


ay, i dint alight the bus if you guys thought i would,
i headed for my mango ice as planned. =)









for all you know, i havent been on a good mood recently,
but ya, after eating it, i really felt good.
we always have a crave on mango ice,
but just no chance to eat it.
i expected some to ask me why mine had got strawberry,
erm alright, dont ask me why i make that selection ok! hahas.



and to why my saturday night entry became a missing someone entry,
because i dont want more people to see what i'd rant initially and then come to ask me what happen,
so i went to edit it lor.
im glad i went to edit it if not i think i would have to answer more qns. = ="






im starting to ponder how much you value me value us,
because of the lots of happenings recently,
it started to became shaky.
but come to think of it,
it might be like what she said to me,
we dont even have a foundation built up in the first place.
maybe because things have been proceeding too fast when we havent really know each other well enough.
that's why we're facing so many obstacles now.
alot might think why im just easily affected by such small things,
because i really value everything.

ah, im just going to see how things will go when aug arrives.
if things would just return to what we used to,
im more than glad?
but if things would just get even worst than now,
i would have to accept it too, isnt it?
for now, i just got to hope nothing will happen when they come over to sg,
because i dun wanna see anymore "conflicts".

imisshim;
11:59 AM