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Saturday, July 08, 2006
Saturday, July 08, 2006
firstly i wanna say a sorry,
sorry to those whom i replied very stupidly in msn yesterday night.
wasnt feeling good yesterday with all those project editing,
and the feeling of waiting for their new email replies werent fantastic.
like i told someone before,
that's what u'll get when u'd busy groupmates and all.
haha. one month more and i'll be free.
but within this one month,
i duno how am i to survive.
someone, save me please.
somehow decided to go for the iap after seeing what modules would i be taking if i go tourism next sem.
after seeing how qiu is struggling with now,
i cant imagine how would i be if i were to take those modules next sem.
so now, i need to go and learn how to love marketing ay? =x
seriously, i hate doing school projects,
especially if u get nasty tutors.
i know, people would say next time your boss might be as nasty too,
and the working world isnt nice too.
but lets see, if u get a nasty tutor whom keep threaten to fail you,
how willing were u get to do projects nicely for her?
at least from what i know, everyone under her class is tramautised with sm now.
i wonder if its the "fei chang shi qi" for everyone.
everyone seems to be tied up by some bothering problems,
all feeling just not right.
we few just wanna stop doing anything,
wanting to throw all schoolwork aside,
just wanna be alone at times.
im really unhappy with myself yesterday night,
and so i am there angrying and throwing temper at myself.
i just feel like disappearing from this world at that instance and i nearly did that.
jing and qi were there asking me to think of the good and forget about the bad,
but.. i just couldnt. =x
i know jing is being good to correct me whenever i said things that sounded wrongly,
and explaining things to me. thanks! =)
這世上還有美麗的事嗎?
我.. 又到底為什麼還要活在痛苦的世界裡?
好厭倦這充滿了鬥爭的社會,
我不想也被捲入之中,
那樣, 我會更討厭自己...
真的好想就這樣鬆開爽手,
昂然地走進我憧憬的天堂..
我-能-嗎-?
imisshim;
1:29 PM
