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Thursday, July 20, 2006
Thursday, July 20, 2006
bother by too many things,
annoyed by too many things,
disgusted by too many things.
what's the feeling of being happy?
havent been experiencing that for a long time.
almost everyone around me is being so fake,
to the extent i dont know who is real anymore,
and i think im such a sadistic that i felt everyone is just being perfunctory to me.
i felt so betrayed by someone,
because whatever she'd asked me is for some ill intentions,
whatever she done is for some mean comparisons.
what's the point of comparing larhs?
leave me alone, is that alright?!....
in case she is thinking that im very much interested in her life, her style of living, her enjoyment and such,
i think i ought to say this manx.
nowadays, im very uninterested in people's life,
ask all my friends for they kena almost everytime.
"for all you know, im not very interested to know lehx."
" ay sui bian larhs, none of my business also mahs."
go ahead and ask them larhs!
they would be glad to tell you im interested in only a few things.
dont because of an incident and assume how things goes the way you thought,
that's very very wrong,
and yah! assumption aint a correct thing to do anyway.
today i see through alot more things,
one word to describe everyting,
d***********.
although truth hurts,
but i rather choose to know the truth than being kept in the dark.
its doesnt felt good to know the hidden truth.
imisshim;
7:04 PM
